Why do you think you'd need to "force yourself?" More specifically, have you tested your fit for any sort of AI alignment research?
If not, I would start there! e.g., I have no CS background, am not STEM-y (was a Public Policy major), and told myself I wasn't the right kind of person to work on technical research ... But I felt like AI safety was important enough that I should give it a proper shot, so I spent some time coming up with ELK proposals, starting the AGISF curriculum, and thinking about open questions in the field. I ended up, surprisingly, feeling like I wasn't the most terrible fit for theoretical research!
If you're interested in testing your fit, here are some resources
- How to do theoretical research, a personal perspective
- (Even) More Early-Career EAs Should Try AI Safety Technical Research
- How to pursue a career in technical AI alignment
I could possibly connect you to people who would be interested in testing their fit too, if that's of interest. In my experience, it's useful to have like-minded people supporting you!
Finally, +1 to what Kirsten is saying - my approach to career planning is very much, "treat it like a science experiment," which means that you should be exploring a lot of different hypotheses about what the most impactful (including personal fit etc.) path looks like for you.
edit: Here are also some scattered thoughts about other factors that you've mentioned:
- "I also have an interest in starting a for-profit company, which couldn't happen with AGI alignment (most likely)."
- FWIW, the leading AI labs (OpenAI, Anthropic, and I think DeepMind) are all for-profits. Though it might be contested how much they contribute to safety efforts, they do have alignment teams.
- "would the utility positive thing to do be to force myself to get an ML alignment focused PhD and become a researcher?"
- What do you mean by "utility positive" - utility positive for whom? You? The world writ large?
- "Is it certain enough that AI alignment is so much more important that I should forgo what I think I will be good at/like to pursue it?"
- I don't think anyone can answer this besides you. : ) I also think there are at least three questions here (besides the question of what you are good at/what you like, which imo is best addressed by testing your fit)
- How important do you think AI alignment is? How confident are you in your cause prioritization?
- How demanding do you want EA to be?
- How much should you defer to others?
- I don't think anyone can answer this besides you. : ) I also think there are at least three questions here (besides the question of what you are good at/what you like, which imo is best addressed by testing your fit)
Hey! I think this is a good question that a lot of people have.
I don't think either extreme is a good idea. I wouldn't recommend simply "following your passion", but I also wouldn't recommend "forcing" yourself to do the job that looks best in expectation.
In reality, the best job for you will probably be something you have at least some interest in, especially if it's going to be self-directed theoretical work! But I'd bet there are a lot of things you're interested in, or could be interested in... :)
I'd recommend trying lots of different areas over the next few years, through courses or reading or internships or conversations or summer jobs, and trying to find a few different areas that interest you. Ideally they'd be areas you can also help a lot of people!
I also think it's totally okay to be uncertain about what you're going to work on long-term until your late 20s or even later, so you shouldn't worry about following an interest and later on changing your mind.
I hope that helps and I'd love to see an update in a year or two!
I wasn't proposing that "follow your passion" was the other idea I was going with. I do think that some combination of personal interest and external importance will probably be highest utility for a given personality. I just wanted to make sure that AGI alignment wasn't so great that I would have to practically throw away my feelings for humanity's existence. I have also read a recent post questioning the basis of the "recommended careers" in EA and 80k hours (post). Thanks for the post!